Saturday, 30 October 2010

Out of action

OK, I give in , take the hint. It seems a break from practice is called for.
It's been one thing after another. First the inflamed coccyx problem making sitting postures uncomfortable and forcing me to drop my leg behind leg poses (also laying off the serious backbends). Then we had the slipping on the platform, slamming shin into side of train issue. Leg was pretty cut up and bruised, thus culling the 'On one leg' postures, binds and basically Ashtanga altogether as I didn't want to get it too sweaty.

Now It seems I have a tooth abscess which puts my beloved headstand and inversions on hold as well as the macrobiotic experiment ( can't chew).

I did manage to Sit last night though which was interesting. The drugs (Nurophen plus) only seem to take the edge off the pain but I found that if you employ the Vipassana trick of actually focusing on the pain you can get some peace, for a while at least.

Here's the trick. This kind of pain has a throbbing character and the actual pain seems to be on the beat of the throb. If you focus your attention on the off beat then there's a space between the pain. Keep your attention there on the 'spaces between the notes' and they start to string together, the non-pain seeming to dominate the actual pain. It's Jazz. I wonder if that's how they do it in the Vipassana for pain management books, be interesting to look into that, something in it perhaps.



Of course once you let your mind wander the pain comes back and it hurts like hell, kind of like the monk in the Zendo's who walks around with his baseball bat giving you a bop every time you start yo drop off.

I thought last night that it looked like a photoshopped 'before and after' makeup. The right side (looking at the picture) after I started practicing Yoga and the left how I looked three years ago before I took it up.

Before / After yoga





9 comments:

Ursula said...

Oh Anthony......
Yes sometimes we have to take a break. Heal soon, yogis do heal soon. Relax.
Happy weekend as far as this is possible.
Ursula

Grimmly said...

Thank you Ursula, I'm much more relaxed about taking a break than I would have been a year ago. Typical isn't it, something like this and all we can think about is how it's going to affect our practice. But hey people with a hell of a lot worse.

Nicely in time for halloween though, just dare those kids to come knocking on my door.

The Misanthropic Yogini said...

Yikes! Get well, Grimm. I'm wishing you a speedy recovery.

Grimmly said...

Thanks, managed to get to the dentist, gave me lots of drugs to take the swelling down, going to take a week then they'll be able to pull the tooth. Can't wait a whole week to practice, perhaps something light tomorrow skipping inversions.

C.K. said...

It's not a bad idea to take some time off of the asana practice. Perhaps you can go out and smell the roses.

It's also an opportunity to go within. Japa can be done in any position....

Not to mention a lesson in moderation.

And of course you can catch up on your reading!

danica said...

hi grimmly: the paragraph on toothache and jazz and vipassana is just amazing! you are truly an inspiration. get well soon!

Grimmly said...

Thanks CK, a timely reminder.

Thank you too danica, your very kind to say so.

Claudia said...

Ha, that is a very interesting theory on how to deal with pain, focusing on the space in between... hmmm. hope I dont need to try it any time soon but i will keep it in mind.

as per the vipassana, which is very fresh in my mind, they actually just go about the body (with the mind), they "scan" it, as it were, feeling what is happening and just observing, with no reaction at all, total equanimity, if there is pain it is simply observed and the scanning continues... up and down, with an understanding that everything is transient, this too shall pass sort of thing...

Not sure I would do a vipassana on pain... I found it painful enough without anything throbbing or pinching...

Grimmly said...

I guess I learn't a different style of Vipassana Claudia. Starting by focussing on the breath then the body/sensations, there's scanning but you might also focus on a particular sensation, pain for example, I just switched it here to focus on the space between the pain. After sensations you move on to emotions then thoughts. I've taken a break from it since the course and been exploring mantra meditation but I kind of miss it. I wonder though if I'm drawn to it because it speaks to my analytical side and if it just reenforces it. I'd still like to go on a long retreat though.

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